I've Seen More Spine in Jellyfish, I've Seen More Guts in Eleven-Year-Old Kids

Retail therapy works! I'm here to spread the word.  Especially in Milan! So I'm here by myself for the night.  It really sucks being a girl.  I'm constantly scared to go places by myself, I can't go out by myself at night (or even when Adrienne was here), and I could go on.  And it's all because we're physically weaker than stupid fucking men.  No wonder there's such a big complex that we all have about needing to be with a man or being nothing.  Because we could literally be ground into nothing by that stupid fucking group of humans.  Tomorrow I go to Nice, and I'm meeting up with that guy I met.  I really hope he doesn't turn out to be an axe murderer cause I ain't got any superpowers.  And, no, I'm not looking for booty.  I don't even think I'll kiss him.  But he was sooo cute.  I think I just wanna be friends though.  I'm only gonna be there for three days, no need to make things awkward.  Also, who knows what will happen with Mazen in the fall.  I know he really wants to do lunch and I am not rejecting him.  I'm actually kind of excited.  But I don't want him to think it's gonna be a relationship-type thing.  I am so over those.  Never going back.